finding home

the word home can bring about deep feelings.

we all want a home, to feel at home, we all have ideas of what home is,

of what it looks like.

i have been blessed with the opportunity to create a home for myself.

i am unpacking as fast as my work schedule allows me to.

here is one photo.

 give me a little more time and i will post more.

but back to finding home.

i have my sanctuary now.  it will be where i go to get away from the world.

it's a quiet place IN a quiet location.

just as quietly i love this place.

when i get finished painting and unpacking, it will look like the inside of my heart.

once you see it, you will have seen me.

but home.....

truly home was with him.

in his arms.

in his eyesight.

within the warmth of his smile.

i quietly got through his birthday and our wedding anniversary.

i got through the 5.5 year mark.

i got through another full moon.

i have found my sanctuary here now.

i pray it lasts for a long time.

i need some peace and feeling of safety in my life.

i am still searching for home.

it is him.

so i guess let me say it differently.

i am waiting for home.

i am waiting for the chance to find him.