never thought......

i never thought i'd feel this ill,

i never thought i'd be this tired,

i never thought i'd need you so

that you could not be with me.

i never thought i feel this misplaced

in a world i no longer know;

i never thought i'd be this weary

and not have you to hold me.

i never thought i'd be this old this young.

i never thought i'd be this young

and have to live without you.

i never thought you'd have to go.

we promised each other our whole lives

but "our" life ended too soon.

i'm ill and weary, lonely for you,

and there is nothing i can do.