how did i get here?
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Friday, April 24, 2009
do you wish you knew,
if i was tired or happy or
if i was sad or blue?
do you wonder where i am?
do you wonder who i see?
if i tell you how i worry now
could you send a sign to me?
do you ever ask "what if?"
do you ever want to cry?
if i ever get to Heaven
will i see you or was that our last good bye?
do you ever think of me?
do you say my name?
if i were never there again,
would you "never be the same?"
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Monday, April 20, 2009
How can I make it, make it through another night?
How can I last alone, last without your warmth and light?
When the angels came and took you it was far too soon and so
I have no idea how to go ahead when there’s no place to go.
How do I get up each day, get up to “move on” as they say?
Where am I supposed to go when I can’t even face the day?
Why is moving forward the thing to do when doing it feels so wrong,
When all I see is you not there, knowing life will be so long?
Why does time continue on, continue the wear and tear,
On a sad and lonely woman who now no longer cares?
The seasons now will come and go and holidays will pass me by
But the emptiness that I feel right now will never, ever die.
How do I live without you now, have any kind of life?
When my whole world was you and I just wanted to be your wife?
I need your touch, your voice and your strong hands holding onto mine
I can’t do this without you so “move on?” I graciously decline.