how did i get here?

my husband, my beautiful Dragon, died suddenly at 12:03 AM on 9 February 2009. there was a cold, lovely full moon and 3 feet of snow on the ground. i "slept" for the following 10 months and "woke" to the physical and emotional pain and torments of deep grief. i "woke" to find i had moved the day of his funeral and that i am lost. i am looking for me while i figure out the abstract, unanswerable questions that follow behind any death. my art has evolved. his death changed that as well because i am forever changed and will forever bear the mark of losing the only man i can ever love.
there is alive and there is dead and there is a place in between. i am here wholly in my heart for my children, but i feel empty inside at this time. i miss him. i have not gotten very far in my grief journey. i make no apologies for this.
this is my place, my blog, where i write to tell the universe that i am still here.

Thursday, January 27, 2011

womanNshadows has been robbed

my email account, has been stolen from me. i got an email from the Hotmail Team that said they would close my account if i did not replay to the message that my account was active. it looked real. not i cannot log into my email account nor can i get on Bunny's Facebook page. i am so very upset. i am sobbing over this.

people from my email contacts list are being emailed saying i am in Madrid, Spain and need lots and lots of money. it is a SCAM. i am here waiting on a ride to work. please delete those emails. i am trying to get my account back. i have all the emails from my widow friends there. Bunny, the Ambassador, is in there. i am so very sorry. i am already getting emails to Facebook from angry people.

i am so sorry i got suckered in by this. i thought it was real. i did not want to lose womanNshadows. i have had her for years and years. i am heartbroken that i may lose that account if the real Hotmail people cannot ferret it out and give it back to me.

people are so mean.

please accept my sincerest apologies for this. i don't want to lose Bunny's Facebook page either. oh i am so scared and upset and crying. and i now i have to get ready for work.


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