my mind is somewhere else these days.
it's not here with me anymore.
it's back by the ocean i left behind,
and my heart is so very sore.
i want this bad dream to end.
just sit by his side looking out on forever
so my broken heart can mend.
it's almost midnight for me and my back aches. my hands hurt. my heart is wobbly.
i'll be direct. i want him. i want to go home. i want to sit in the den and look out at the ocean in the sunlight. i want to see the lighthouse flash all night. i want to hear the waves on the rocks below. the gulls cried and the wind rushed by and together forever seemed easy to hold in the palms of our hands.
how wrong we were.