how did i get here?

my husband, my beautiful Dragon, died suddenly at 12:03 AM on 9 February 2009. there was a cold, lovely full moon and 3 feet of snow on the ground. i "slept" for the following 10 months and "woke" to the physical and emotional pain and torments of deep grief. i "woke" to find i had moved the day of his funeral and that i am lost. i am looking for me while i figure out the abstract, unanswerable questions that follow behind any death. my art has evolved. his death changed that as well because i am forever changed and will forever bear the mark of losing the only man i can ever love.
there is alive and there is dead and there is a place in between. i am here wholly in my heart for my children, but i feel empty inside at this time. i miss him. i have not gotten very far in my grief journey. i make no apologies for this.
this is my place, my blog, where i write to tell the universe that i am still here.

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Ambassador Bunny on the move

Ambassador Bunny will be on the move tomorrow. i am told she had a lovely visit with Suddenwidow and will be on her way to see Boo.

Bunny got to see snow for the first time. she hung out with Suddenwidow and her sons and listened to them talk about their husband / father.
her is a photo of Bunny beside a beautiful photo of Suddenwidow's handsome hubby.
this is all we are going to say; leaving it for Suddenwidow to write about if she chooses to. but we just wanted to let everyone know that the next person on the list, Boo, should be expecting Bunny.


Sandy said...

I Love seeing the pictures of bunny's travels. I am also glad to be further down the list so that I am able to read more of what people write in the journal. Safe travels to bunny and I am happy to hear that the exceptional rough patch has passed for you. I know how certain dates can bring us to our knees but somehow we make it through.

judemiller1 said...

YAY for your strength to make it through. I think probably your job helped somewhat. Bun sure is having a ball, isn't she? Very cool.

Boo said...

looking forward to welcoming the Bun to the UK on Wednesday when I get back from Portugal xx

J-in-Wales said...

Ah. Good to see that she was looked after so well in Canada. We are keeping a welcome in the hillside here for her when she waves goodbye to Boo.

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