how did i get here?

my husband, my beautiful Dragon, died suddenly at 12:03 AM on 9 February 2009. there was a cold, lovely full moon and 3 feet of snow on the ground. i "slept" for the following 10 months and "woke" to the physical and emotional pain and torments of deep grief. i "woke" to find i had moved the day of his funeral and that i am lost. i am looking for me while i figure out the abstract, unanswerable questions that follow behind any death. my art has evolved. his death changed that as well because i am forever changed and will forever bear the mark of losing the only man i can ever love.
there is alive and there is dead and there is a place in between. i am here wholly in my heart for my children, but i feel empty inside at this time. i miss him. i have not gotten very far in my grief journey. i make no apologies for this.
this is my place, my blog, where i write to tell the universe that i am still here.

Monday, December 27, 2010

Bunny, the Traveling Ambassador

i have had such a great response to my crazy idea of sending Bunny to all of you for a visit. i have already gotten some email with your addresses. if you want a visit from Bunny, please click the link at the right, my full moon profile, to get to my email address. send me your mailing address and i will put it in Bunny's journal for someone to mail her to you.

i work today and will be picking up a little shirt and a pair of jeans that i am going to embroider for her. i'd like to get a bunch of address for her so i can have her in the mail by either the 14th or 21st of January. i think by then everyone who wants a visit will have emailed me.

so get those addresses to me so we can get Bunny on her way.


thelmaz said...

Bunny is one of my favorite "people." Hope you got my email.
Hope your Christmas was peaceful.

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